What is it I want to do with the rest of my days. I want to live on the ocean for at least 6 month...... Be close to my family, and understand and forgive everything and everyone around me. Stop and see the beauty in every moment and quit fighting my inner demons. See that you just like me are flawed and struggling with what is going on in your life just like it is going on in mine. Forgiving myself for the defects and short comings that make me human and sometimes mean. But that is not who I am all the time or even most of the time.

Do you have days where all you want to do is sing dance fly around and kick up your heals, me yea, I love these days. I look forward to these days, Just so I can make my heart sing. ~~Ralph Waldo Emerson said; ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHAT YOU DO SPEAKS SO LOUD THAT I CANNOT HEAR WHAT YOU SAY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So if that is the case I want JOY TO BE the thing you see in me. LAUGHTER, LOVE, JOY. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ GOD did not promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, nor sun without rain, But HE did promise Strength for the day, Comfort for the tears, and Light for the way..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

The Beauty around ME!

I love flowers, birds, animals, Weather, and even people. When I see what My God has created and I can stop and revel in it, just stop and wish that I could wrap it around me and live in it for a while. And Beauty isn't always the same for everybody.

I travel and I see life as a weird movie being laid out in front of me. There are times that it is so beautiful that I cry with joy. And times that it is so ugly that I cry with fear and sadness.

Lets look at what I see and what I wish was never there.

A dragonfly with color so beautiful its startles you to look at it.

My grey kittie that passed RIP.

My Manx cat that I named Fang but is never called that because he is my Baby RIP .